Wednesday, 28 September 2011

Pressure!

Hello Readers,

In less than a week, my cast and I will be performing our second unit in our GCSE Performing Arts class, and we are nowhere near ready!

We thought Unit 1 was rushed for time but this is just madness! I have only just learnt my lines for the second play: 'Matchgirls' and I keep mudderling up my lines in the frist play: 'Metamorphosis'!

I can feel the pressure building up and, by the arguments breaking out in rehearsals, I think everyone else is too.

It's never a good thing when you're pushed for time but when you have to perform two plays in under a week, four times, and people still need their scripts... man, we are in trouble!

I've been going a little mad about it all and have been told countless times that; 'It'll all turn out well in the end, don't worry, you'll be amazing!' Yes, I like the compliment -I mean, who doesn't?- but it doesn't make me feel better, just adds on the pressure!

In Unit 1, the Pantomime, I was the second narrator (Jonathan Harker) in Trinians Transalvanian Trip -basically it's St. Trinians meets Dracular- and, as I thought it was going to be a complete and utter failure, I told my friends and family not to come. In the end, it turned out much better than any of the cast, and the Director, expected and everyone wants to come to see this Unit.

As they didn't come to the first one, they kind of have to come to this one -so they believe anyway.

I just really hope everyone gets their butts in gear and puts their blood, sweat and tears -me included!- into making this Unit the best every and making it truely memorable for the audience. In a good way.

I was planning on moaning more about other GCSE exams but it's nearly 11pm and I'm feeling totally out of it.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Monday, 26 September 2011

Time's Running Out.

Hello Readers,

It has now been two weeks since we've moved into our new house and I still hae the same view of it; it's okay but still doesn't feel like home. I don't think any house will feel like home, not for a while anyway.

I've decided that I'm going to get my friends to chip in for a leaving present for my best mate. I'm thinking of getting her a big silver locket, she did mention that she's always wanted one and I think it'll be a great thing to get her before she leaves England next month.

As of Friday, I've been going out with a guy who is just brilliant! And as he attends to my school, I've spent most of my lunch with him today which really was great but I don't want people to feel like I'm leaving my friends out.

We haven't been going out for long, but I do really like him. I just need to make sure I equal out my time with him and my friends.

If I let them all know what I want, what I'm thinking, I'm sure they'll understand.

Tomorrow, it'll be a week until my cast and I will be performing our plays, 'Matchgirls' and 'Metamorphosis', and we haven't perfected it at all! Our director isn't happy at all and I can see why but in our defence, he hasn't let us have enough time going over both plays and our time is quickly running out!

Well, off to memorise my lines.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Sunday, 18 September 2011

What A Night!

Hello Readers,

Last night I had a free house, but I didn't throw a massive party; just went to one instead.

It was my friends birthday party and before I arrived at his I went to meet up with two of my mates who were going too.

With a bottle of Lambrini in my hand and vodka in my bag, we were all ready for an awesome night.
After a few others turned up at the party we all started having a laugh and dancing -or in my case randomly bouncing- in the house.

A lot of funny things happened that night but I think the funniest would have to of been my friend Will going around trying to remember peoples names whilst being totally out of it.

And yes, my best mate was right, I was the only girl there wearing trainers -which I still don't get why it's such a bad thing- but I had the last laugh when they were all moaning about their feet later on.

Some time that night we heard that someone threw up and that someone was Will so I went over to see if he was alright and he was insisting that he wasn't drunk at all and that he didn't throw up. Bless him.

Him and some others had to get their parents to pick them up early as they were too out of it to stand, while the rest of us drank the rest of the boozes and just laughed through to early hours of the morning whilst the music played.

Ah, can't wait for the next house party!

But after seeing so many people throw up, I don't think my Sweet Sixteen will be at home.... not my home anyway.

It was great to see everyone just relax and have a laugh, a great end to a rubbish week.

Well, wonder what this week has in store for me...

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

Home.

Hello Readers,

Well I am back in England and had a great day!
Got home and dumped my stuff in the hallway as Mum and I were off to get new food and drink. I also got a Rocksound magazine today which is all great! We got three sets of flowers too.


So after we went food shopping, we went to visit young Amy and set down a bunch at her grave as we payed our respects. Then we visited my brother, Connor, and gave him one bunch of the flowers too.
I said that I need to visit him more as I did get overwelmed with emotion, which is strange for me as I don't like showing those sort of emtions in front of anyone and that's including my mother.

I've missed him these past weeks more than usual, maybe because I'm having some troubles at the moment.
I know that if he was here he probably wouldn't be able to help me or wouldn't want to depending on our relationship.

My mum went to see a Median, and I've been told she's been going for a while in a big group. I'm kind of offened that I haven't been told sooner or even been asked if I want to go as I'm extremely interested in that. She said she'll ask if under 18's are able to attend the meetings. I don't see any reason why not and I really hope I can go.

I've been feeling kind of lost for a while now and I thought it was getting better with my last boyfriend but that went up in smoke and I have gotten lost further into the darkness I've tried so desperately to get out of.

I've been thinking about everything that's happened this year and I have started a poem, not promising it's good or anything.

Brand new day,
Brand new start,
But do that to me again
And I'll rip out your heart.

Okay, I've just realised this post might sound a bit depressing but I just need to blow off some steam. I would be saying all this stuff to one of my friends who I'm getting quiet close to but it's a shame that he lives in Austraila. He's so sweet to me and he does care.

The problem with telling him all my troubles because nothing's really going to happen between us 'cause of the distance and things.

Anyway, tomorrow I'm popping into school to get some of my results of the few of GCSE's and then my mates and I are off to the high street for a laugh, the usual stuff.





Monday, 22 August 2011

Sorry I didn't Post

Hello Readers,

Sorry I didn't post the other day, I wasn't feeling too well and if I looked at the screen for too long I think it would have made me feel worse.

Resently, I have exchanged my playsuit with a bigger one.

I still don't feel too well so I'm not going to post much.

If it is not raining tonight, I shall go with my Uncle to watch the car racing on the Island which would be awesome!

I'll post tomorrow about what happened.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Saturday, 20 August 2011

Nothing To Tell.

Hello Readers,

Last night I stayed up and watched the Inbetweeners -which is so funny and amazing- and that ment I went to sleep late.

And this morning, I have turned back into my normal Essex ways which means that I have been up for about an hour, give or take.

That also means that I haven't really got much to tell you readers as I haven't done anything today, but I am watching Chuck at the moment and I love it! So funny and amazingly written!

It's where Chuck has to look after this Rock guy and I do love it!

And now I'm craving for a Subway! They are so nice!

I'm going to pig out on some food now so......

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Friday, 19 August 2011

Missing Home? You've Got To Be Kidding Me!

Hello Readers,

Yet again, I've spent most of my day punching numbers into a slow computer and shiftng through papers at my Uncles work.

I know my post probably make it sound like it's all dull, but it's not. I can't really describe it as it's one of those 'had-to-be-there' moments. The atmosphere is so laid back, it's made me slightly excited to my life after education. For once.

At lunch, I did the usual routine which involves walking out with Ez and coming back again.

With a few minuets left of work, Ez found a story about a thug putting a little kitten in the microwave just because she scratched him! I mean, what the hell?! What's that guys problem?! Was he out of it? Guess he'd have to be as he did something as horrid as that! Apparently, the kitten was boiling for hours after. Poor girl.

Things like this is why there needs to be a better system when it comes to Animal Crulety, because events like that should never happen!

After all that, my Aunt and I went home -like I am now- and ate so much Chinese our stomaches are so full!

Ah, it's amazing!

Now we are watching 'Cold Case' and I love it! When I get home, I'm going to watch ever one ever made!

I talked to the family back home -my sister, half brother and my mother- I got told about us moving house which I already guessed that would be happening. Mum said that when I get back, she'll work out a date so I can go see the place. It's not too far away from where I live at the moment so that's good! And I have been informed that the man that lives there is moving and not taking his two cats -one tabby, the other black and white- with him, so I'm going to get my mum to let us have them.

I've already decided that the black and white one will be one!

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.