Home.

Hello Readers,

Well I am back in England and had a great day!
Got home and dumped my stuff in the hallway as Mum and I were off to get new food and drink. I also got a Rocksound magazine today which is all great! We got three sets of flowers too.


So after we went food shopping, we went to visit young Amy and set down a bunch at her grave as we payed our respects. Then we visited my brother, Connor, and gave him one bunch of the flowers too.
I said that I need to visit him more as I did get overwelmed with emotion, which is strange for me as I don't like showing those sort of emtions in front of anyone and that's including my mother.

I've missed him these past weeks more than usual, maybe because I'm having some troubles at the moment.
I know that if he was here he probably wouldn't be able to help me or wouldn't want to depending on our relationship.

My mum went to see a Median, and I've been told she's been going for a while in a big group. I'm kind of offened that I haven't been told sooner or even been asked if I want to go as I'm extremely interested in that. She said she'll ask if under 18's are able to attend the meetings. I don't see any reason why not and I really hope I can go.

I've been feeling kind of lost for a while now and I thought it was getting better with my last boyfriend but that went up in smoke and I have gotten lost further into the darkness I've tried so desperately to get out of.

I've been thinking about everything that's happened this year and I have started a poem, not promising it's good or anything.

Brand new day,
Brand new start,
But do that to me again
And I'll rip out your heart.

Okay, I've just realised this post might sound a bit depressing but I just need to blow off some steam. I would be saying all this stuff to one of my friends who I'm getting quiet close to but it's a shame that he lives in Austraila. He's so sweet to me and he does care.

The problem with telling him all my troubles because nothing's really going to happen between us 'cause of the distance and things.

Anyway, tomorrow I'm popping into school to get some of my results of the few of GCSE's and then my mates and I are off to the high street for a laugh, the usual stuff.

Sorry I didn't Post

Hello Readers,

Sorry I didn't post the other day, I wasn't feeling too well and if I looked at the screen for too long I think it would have made me feel worse.

Resently, I have exchanged my playsuit with a bigger one.

I still don't feel too well so I'm not going to post much.

If it is not raining tonight, I shall go with my Uncle to watch the car racing on the Island which would be awesome!

I'll post tomorrow about what happened.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Nothing To Tell.

Hello Readers,

Last night I stayed up and watched the Inbetweeners -which is so funny and amazing- and that ment I went to sleep late.

And this morning, I have turned back into my normal Essex ways which means that I have been up for about an hour, give or take.

That also means that I haven't really got much to tell you readers as I haven't done anything today, but I am watching Chuck at the moment and I love it! So funny and amazingly written!

It's where Chuck has to look after this Rock guy and I do love it!

And now I'm craving for a Subway! They are so nice!

I'm going to pig out on some food now so......

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Missing Home? You've Got To Be Kidding Me!

Hello Readers,

Yet again, I've spent most of my day punching numbers into a slow computer and shiftng through papers at my Uncles work.

I know my post probably make it sound like it's all dull, but it's not. I can't really describe it as it's one of those 'had-to-be-there' moments. The atmosphere is so laid back, it's made me slightly excited to my life after education. For once.

At lunch, I did the usual routine which involves walking out with Ez and coming back again.

With a few minuets left of work, Ez found a story about a thug putting a little kitten in the microwave just because she scratched him! I mean, what the hell?! What's that guys problem?! Was he out of it? Guess he'd have to be as he did something as horrid as that! Apparently, the kitten was boiling for hours after. Poor girl.

Things like this is why there needs to be a better system when it comes to Animal Crulety, because events like that should never happen!

After all that, my Aunt and I went home -like I am now- and ate so much Chinese our stomaches are so full!

Ah, it's amazing!

Now we are watching 'Cold Case' and I love it! When I get home, I'm going to watch ever one ever made!

I talked to the family back home -my sister, half brother and my mother- I got told about us moving house which I already guessed that would be happening. Mum said that when I get back, she'll work out a date so I can go see the place. It's not too far away from where I live at the moment so that's good! And I have been informed that the man that lives there is moving and not taking his two cats -one tabby, the other black and white- with him, so I'm going to get my mum to let us have them.

I've already decided that the black and white one will be one!

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Well Done Kirsty!

Hello Readers,

Yet again, I went into the office to do my work experience and yet again, I was filing and stappling the same old. But today my eyes really started to play up.

I have to wear glasses when I'm reading and things as I'm long sighted but one of my lences in my glasses has fallen out and the only time I'm going to get them fixed is in September when I have my next oppointment. It's a shame because I know my eyes are getting worse and it's hurting my head.

Anyway, I spent today insulting Ez and Barry so it was amazingly funny.

Ez called her brother, Josh, to find out how well he did in his AS Levels. He didn't do very well, he got all U's poor guy.

After the call, I went out with Ez as she got her lunch and when we got back, I called my sister to find out what she got in her A Levels.

She got a A in EPQ -which is just like a presentation, both written and performed - a C in both Leisure and Business Studies and a B -which is probably going to be an A after it's all been added up.

I'm so proud of her! She's done so well!

I have also found out that we'll be moving house just up the road from where I live now. Kirsty -my sister- said that it's nice there and it looks quiet modern and if my sister says it's good then it is good.

I can't wait to see it! It shall be a good experience to move again and it should be better then our house at the moment as it's falling apart.

So now I'm looking forward to going home even more then I was before!

I hope other peoples A/AS Levels came through alright today and that everyone who got them are proud with their grades!

I've got to call my sister now.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Going To Be Different Without Keri.

Hello Readers,

This morning, Keri got on a plane and went home. Now, she shall be on a cruise with her family having a fantastic time. I'm going to miss her, but I'll see her back at school so that's something I guess.

My Uncle and Aunt are at a football match on the Island as my Aunt helps with injures on -and off- the pitch, whilst my Uncle takes pictures. He's amazing with his camera, so if he ever wants to get out of the stock market, I'm sure there'll be a place for him there.

So today, my Aunt and I went off to the Peel where we window shopped. After that we had icecream on the beach. Oh, today was so beautiful! The sun was amazing, lighting everything up!

Once home, I have got the washing in and been "researching" on the laptop here.

As I'm writting a Fanfic of Harry Potter, I want to make sure my facts are perfect even though I'm not going to punlish it. Just something fun to do and hopefully good to read. I've been posting it on a site called Protagonize which I have other works of mine on there too.

All rights, of course, go towards the amazingly awesome J,K,Rowling! Man, that woman is my idol!

Anyway, it's about this girl, Lexie Destry, who is entering Hogwarts of Witchcraft and Wizardary in her fourth year where she meets characters such as; Lily Evans, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew etc.

Whist I've been researching, I came across a website about wandmaking and other magical things. I'm extremely interested in it and has it has been a great insight into everything magical.

Well then, I shall be going.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Keri's Last Day.

Hello Readers,

Last night I DID get a call from my Dad, so I'm in a good mood. Plus, after the call my Aunt started laughing and took us to the downstairs bathroom where we saw Bently -who answers to 'pssssst'- sitting in the sink, getting soap all on his back.

Man, that cat has his blonde moments at times. Gotta love it!

Well, today we went into my Uncles work again where we worked on our alaphebet (by filing), our stappling skills (by stappling) and I also punched numbers into the computer. What fun, hey?

Luckily, it's a very happy environment in the stocks. Especially as one of the workers, Ezz, has blonde moments very often. Like this morning, she thought there was a tunnel that goes from the UK to the USA! Brightened up everyones day!

The shower is now fixed! That means no more sticking my head over the bath.

Unfortunately, this is Keris last day.

She'll be heading back to the UK for a while then she's off on a cruise with her family. Alright for some, hey?

I'm going to eat my lemon now.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Sun's Still Shining!

Hello Readers.

Just got back from a long walk with Keri.

And still, my Father hasn't called me to see how I am yet. Typical. But he will, sometime later. I hope.

Today we went shopping where I got new earphones and a beautiful demin playsuit -my first playsuit!
Ah, I love it!

There wasn't much in the shops but we had a laugh up there with our icecreams. We called my Aunt to pick us up, then we got dropped of at a park where you could play proper golf, crazy golf, go into another park area, go on motor boats, etc.

Instead of going to the stuff at the park straight away, we walked all the way down this steep hill to the beach.

After a long while sitting on a rock at the beach, picking up stones and throwing them into the sea. Yes, we are so mature!

We headed past some skateboard boys around our age and trecked up -what we call- the 'Hollywood Hill' as there is a massive sign saying 'Electric Railway' just like the Hollywood sign.

We found a great bench, looking out at the man-made lake where all the boats are. Then we watched a few people on the go-karts which was quiet funny -to us anyway.

My Aunt picked us up shortly after and now we are home watching 'The Real Housewives of Orange County.'  which we are all hooked on at the moment as it's very funny to watch.

Tonight we may go watch some cars get crushed which would be cool, but no sure what we are going to do. But don't worry people, I'll say in my next post what we got up to.
Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Ohmygod, there's sun in the Isle of Man!

Hello Readers,

Today Keri and I were taken to the Islands Wildlife Centre where there are beautiful views all around and as it's sunny, it was perfect.

We saw pengiuns, birds of prey, monkeys, fish, lemurs, etc.

The centre was bigger than I expected but, to me, I thought it's still too small of those animals.

After looking at all those wonderful creatures, we drove around the highest point of the Island where even more beautiful views caught our eyes.

My Aunt and Uncle took us to the seafront where we had a roast dinner outside in the warm -and rare- sunshine. Keri and I then walked along the beach when my Uncle and Aunt went home, ready to pick us up at our call.

Keri and I had a laugh, collecting sea shells and writing our names in the sand.

We talked and took pictures, after that we called my Aunt and my Uncle came to pick us up.

Now we are all sitting in the living room where I am being really anti-social, updating this blog. So I'm going to be off this now. Looking forward to tomorrow and will sure put something interesting -for once- on here for those who are taking time to read this.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Good Day.

Hello Readers.

This morning I had a lay-in. Oh, lay-ins are so enjoyable; especially as I've had to get up early for the last couple of days.

I kind of went through a slight panic as I lost my favourite bracelete, the one my Dad and stepmum gave to me after one of their holidays. I love this bracelete and I hated thinking that I lost it... but I found it a few hours ago under the sofa so I'm all happy now.

Once we were all ready this morning, my and Aunt took Keri and I around the Island where we saw beautiful views and a few seals. After being on the cliff we went into town. We just really walked around the shops listening to a teenage boy from the Island yelling out 'ITE!', which made me laugh as my ears don't believe it sounds right when it doesn't come from a fellow Essex accent.

Then we walked down to the seafront and had ama-zing ice cream, sundaes.

Right now Keri and I are home with the cats, just watching tv and trying to decide if we want to go to see a football match where my Aunt and Uncle are at now.

I think it would be fun to go, but then again I really don't think I can be bothered. It's all up to Keri anyway.

It's Bently and Leo's 7th birthday today and they are celebrating it by being fast asleep by the table. No change there then.

Well, should be off this now.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

Another Day.

Hello Readers.

Around 9/10-ish this morning I went to the Energy FM studio and met Sian Cowper.

I sat with her until 1:30pm and in that time we talked about random stuff that's happening on the Island like the Royal Show -it's not as fancy as it sounds- which is this event that takes place in a field where people judge cows.

It was brilliant to be at that radio station and to see how things are done, especially when I watched Sian interview this man -who regretablly, I have forgotten his name- and he is going to be on BBC Manchester talking about VATs.

After my first day of work experience at Energy FM, I went back to my Uncle's Stock place -where I was yesterday- and did my time there too.

All in all, my day was great! And now I'm watching Shrek Forever After with Keri; oh the fun us 15 year olds have.

I'm out for now.

Catch you later, looking for life's loopholes.

P.S: Fat Puss in Boots looks like a cross between Leo and Bentley. Gotta love those fat cats!

First Day of Work Experience.

Hello Readers.

The weather is much better today, warmer too.

This morning my Aunt took one of the fat cats, Fleur, to the vests where she got told that the tumer that she has is terminal. My Aunt is a little chocked up by in but she's hinding it well.

I had a good day, went with Keri to do our work experience at my Uncles work. As he works at a stock brokers, so Keri and I filed papers. There was so many that our hands started to feel like cotton wool between your fingers.

Now back at home my Aunt told me that I leaving poor Keri to file away on her own while I do my other work experience at the radio station; Energy FM.

I'm so excited and really can't wait! Hopefully I won't get lost walking my way back from the radio station, but it won't surprise me if I do.

Catch you next time, looking for life's loopholes.

First Day in The Isle of Man, First Trip Alone.

Hello Readers.

This is my first blog so stay with me here.

Tonight is my first night in the Isle of Man with a good friend of mine and my Aunt and Uncle.
This morning I was woken up by my nan, around her house, and got dressed for my flight. After my bag was in the car we were off to Keri's -the good friend that I mentioned earlier- and then we went to Gatwick airport.

Apart from being nervous, Keri and I got through into Departures without much complaint and waited for around two hours for our gate to open. While we waited we had the best oreo milkshakes ever! Oreo milkshakes, such perfection.

Arriving onto the island was fine, apart from a bit of the bumpy landing. We grabbed our bags then our Aunt was there to pick us up and we were off tto what will be my home for the next two weeks (one week for Keri).

After putting our bags away we went to the only supermarket here and seriously, I have never seen shops like these. There's only one McDonalds, one KFC and one Subway. Billericay High Street is looking pretty good at the moment.

Once home we haven't left. Just seen the three fat cats -Fleur, Leo and Bently- ate, and watched television.

As this is my first blog, I'm not too sure if it's interesting, but if you're reading this I thankyou for your time.

Hoping tomorrow is bright and sunny.

Catch you next time, looking for life's loopholes.